Dis-trusting LOVE.

2008-12-09T01:25:00.000-08:00

new record in the house!

we did not argue/fight for one whole month!

haha.

we lived in PEACE.!

rofl

2008-12-04T23:44:00.000-08:00

Darren

Gender: Male

Breed: Cross Breed

Colour: White/Brown

Age: 1.5 years
Not sure of his background, but Darren needs a special owner who will give him all the time and space needed to settle in as he is a nervous dog. He's suitable to go to a family with children above 12 years old

credits:SPCA

imagine if i were to adopt it, i bet my two Darrens will coming after me. HAHA(:

then i will need to call DarrenKok, DarrenLow, DarrenDOGGIE.

WHATTHEHELL.

2008-12-03T00:55:00.001-08:00

Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrifice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's" Your Love Style?

You Are Right Brained In Love

Bit of a drama queen

Peacemaker, first to end a fight

Good at thinking up creative dates

Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily

Going with your gut instead of your head

Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault

Good at recognizing patterns in relationships

Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count

Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love

Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow

Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind

Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart

Are You a Right Brained or Left Brained Woman in Love?

2008-12-03T00:14:00.000-08:00

JOEMIN IS TIRED
JOEMIN IS SLEEPY
JOEMIN NEEDS HER BED
JOEMIN WANTS TO SLEEP
JOEMIN IS BORED
JOEMIN NEEDS TO TALK
JOEMIN IS STONING
JOEMIN IS FREEZING
JOEMIN IS CRAZY,
AND SO IS JIALENG. LOL (:

one more line: JOEMIN IS RANDOM NOW.

2008-12-02T20:35:00.000-08:00

现在一切犹如以前那样
那么的开心,那么的甜蜜.
虽然我们在前几个月前的关系暗淡了许多
但这也是一种考验,
时间的考验.
我们经历了这么多,
面对种种的问题,
现在我们在一起都已经十一个月了,
我知道我要的是什么,
我想得到什么,
我真正所爱的是谁,而那个人就是你.
我爱你

2008-12-02T06:32:00.001-08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ANGELINA!
i'll buy you a mini cake and celebrate with you during my lunch break. (:
ilove myangel! <3

2008-12-02T00:12:00.000-08:00

NEW BLOG: www.oh-thboy.blogspot.com

FYI: THIS BLOG IS STILL IN FOR UPDATES.
I DID NOT CLOSE THIS BLOG. (:

2008-12-01T19:51:00.000-08:00

This one is quite fun to do.
Post it here in the comments section or at your own blog.

Rules:* Grab the book nearest you. Right now.*
Turn to page 57.*
Find the fifth sentence.*
Post that sentence along with these instructions in a note to your wall, and post your sentence in a comment here as well. Include the title of book and author.

my sentence: The Illuminati grew within their ranks, gradually taking over positions of power within the lodges.
- Angels&Demons by Dan Brown

what can you expect me to read in an office man.

its suprisingly unexpected(sounded weird) for me to have a book in my cupboard already okay.

HAHA (:

"Sleep, my Bella. Dream happy dreams. You are the only one who has ever touched my heart. It will always be yours. Sleep, my only love." - Edward Cullen

2008-11-30T02:45:00.000-08:00

just came home from Orchard.
meet my bee at the mrt before going to Cine. haha i think i am either going blind or i'm just too excited, i almost mistaken another guy for him. LOL (:
he just keep putting a smile on my face when i see him. hahahaa! wheeee! after 58 days, my first sight of him and my first hug. :x
first destination, ticket booth.
Madagascar 2, 1.20pm show.

next destination, ARCADE!
YIPPE. played 2 rounds of basketball, &we are fighting to pay for the game. childish huh. and ended up trashing that stupid street fighter thingy with the last 50 cents. zzz
after that dumb street fighter, i passed him the 11th anniversary present! the ring that i bought during lunch time & went all the way to bugis with jialeng. rofl.
and.. it only fit to his 4th finger. lol that might seem like a ulterior motive to him? haha

then we took neoprints and thank goodness, the machine was quite good. i shall upload the pictures after he sent it to me. cos' joemin kok here is v dumb, left her battery charging in the charger and forgot to bring them out of the house. urghh.

and some other neos. (:

Movie review: HILARIOUS.
for those who wants a good laugh and not for the people who finds it stupid. (:
its v good in fact but i doubt i got put much attention in it anyway. OPPS! :D
he wanted to watch Quarantine, so do i. but he promised his friends that he is watching with them.. so, nevermind barh.

"later i ended up screaming. "
" then i MIGHT scream too. then we can hug each other. LOL! "

he shall tell me the plot then. haha
he promised to watch Twilight with me. wahahaha.
finished movie, finding lunch. haha went to Heeren & found no food but my bee found his way to HMV and bought his precious Jason Mraz cd. a pure Jason fan :/
treating it just like his baby man.

so we walked back to Cine and we ate at Shokudo, the jap pasta and pizza restaurant. someone set his eyes on that gigantic burger. HAHA.
spamming salt and pepper on fries, made a HUGE mess on the table and the burger was a total disaster in his hands. darn messy.
the truth finally comes to light when he doesn't want me to touch his bag earlier. cos' there is my present that he bought from london inside!
a STONEHENGE SNOWGLOBE!

i was grinning man. seriously, i'm super uper duper happy. haha cos he lied to me that he din buy anything for me in London. (:
so, it was a plesant surprise! thanks baby. you rock!
heres another addition to my collection!

now mummy wants me to be back by 5.30pm. damn shyt de. spoiling everything. ): then he sent me back and kinda over stay at the station for a little while and ended up getting home late. only to see a pooh bear wearing christmas hat sitting on my chair. another surprise!
haha. thanks haha <3

2008-11-29T05:31:00.000-08:00

joemin's nose, cheek, arms and back got burned. haha
nice tan on my back siah.
theres a damn gorgeous X on my back. hahaha v red siah.
super happy that i got a NICE TAN. rofl
better than my skin tone is turning yellow liao.
spent the whole day at Wild Wild Wet with my family.
and for the first time, my dad actually attempted the much challenging rides. in the end, he got addicted to it. lol

played the ularlar for 6 times, Waterworks for 3 times and many more. darn funny. :/
i think i injured my arm a little during the slides. haha and drank gallons of water.
kidding uh!

my dad is just like a little kid uh! so happily running around. HAHAHAH! (:
took the photos during the ularlar thingy, trying to get the right angles and ordered 2 photos.
in the end, the com got crashed, ALL PHOTOS GONE.
my mum is like effing pissed and disappointed. cos' she say that it was my dad's FIRST. hahaha
~SWEET!

went to white sands after that..
&i bought a stitch cup! yippee! and a pair of shoes to match my bag. LOL :)

2008-11-28T23:30:00.000-08:00

SEXAYYY~ joemin wants that for christmas. haha

&this too! haha i bet i can sneak up on my brother wearing that at night.

wahaha >.<

oh ya.. i found this website from my friend & its v accurate!

so try it and see whether it works! (:

http://www.crushcalculator.co.za/index.php?choice=crush&checklove=97861703

2008-11-28T17:29:00.000-08:00

its PAY-DAY!
my second working pay. haha
current emotion status: ELATED. (:

my first pay was v pathetic. can't help it, only pri.schoolers ma in the stupid entrepreneur thingy where we set up our own stalls. HAHA.
& now, my second pay! still a little pathetic but its still $money! rofl.
nevermind, i shall cut down on expenses luh so i can have more of the salary in my bank account.
or else the next time i go check my account, the $ will decrease and not increase luh! ):

jialeng is getting tramautised by the stupid SPI book she is reading.
SPI ley.. please uh. it wont be able to scare the shyt out of me. HAHA (:

2008-11-28T12:11:00.000-08:00

If you can live forever, what would you live for?

i'll live for you.

2008-11-27T19:47:00.000-08:00

TH. OUTSTANDING PHOTOS!

MAKAN MANIA! haha all the spoofs and weird stuff.

DAMN FUNNY!

MY VERSION.

Camwhoring in toilets again.

2008-11-27T17:48:00.000-08:00

CALL HIM HOT. &he is sixteen!

haha. omj (oh my Jacob) la~

i dreamt of him last night too okay.

he is part of my bizarre dream.

its okay babyy! you're still the BEST! <3

you're sizzling hot. LOL (:

he kinda turns me off with the long unkempt hair in Twilight. HAHA :x

2008-11-27T16:47:00.000-08:00

HAMSTER ESCAPADES!
Early in the morning my Jaenn went to the corridor for a walk and was caught red handed when i was trying on my shoes.
still giving me that innocent looking face. (: then ended up scampering all over to prevent me from catching her back into the cage.

then i scold her,
'you naughty again, later i don't give you your biscuit luh!'

suprisingly, i think she understand ley. she then stood down and let me carry her. HAHA
the cheese&veg flavoured biscuit so attractive woah. maybe i should try it one day, since i already tasted dog food before. :/
i got tricked by OZZ! that toot.

anyway, there is a computer in my room~ lalala but its uper duper super LAGGY. how to play audition like that! stupid de siah. then dad made a huge din over the 'messy' tables and stacks of books on my shelves and stuff.

you know what happen next i bet.

&i think my mum is getting real real curious. and... i find it a good thing.
she out of nowhere asked me so many things about Him.
A MILLION & ONE QUESTIONS
like auditioning for son in law like that. ROFL
*grins*
the worse part is the BIZARRE DREAM.
urgh, we can skip that. (:

now eating the nice nice carrot cake that my prettayy aunt bought for me.
but i just ate my bread and she knew it.
cos' she say i got bread face. yar right. ==

2008-11-27T01:47:00.000-08:00

Guys have to be ___________________________ to be attractive, at least to me*.

IMO, to fill in the blank:
1) Taller than me
2) Tanned
3) must know how to play at least one of the following: Piano, guitar or drums!
4) must have initiative
5) pleasant looking?
6) ~~Virgin~~ (TOTAL.WTF)
7) FUN. v important too.
8) Sports athlete! *dragonboat guys are hawt. (:
9) Gentleman
10) good character!

but too late uh, i already found mine. <3

2008-11-26T00:17:00.000-08:00

GREAT. JUST GREAT.
I WONT BE MEETING MR LOW TODAY.
after 58 days to be exact.
SOCCER totally RUINED my day.
that gives me another reason to hate soccer. ):
RAWRR!

2008-11-26T00:07:00.000-08:00

1. Do you have secrets?
Ans: LIKE DUH. Of course ! :D

2. Would you fall in love with a boy younger than you?
Ans: No way. its like dating my brother?! eww.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Ans: Neutral. haha

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Ans: i'll travel around the world~

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend ?
Ans: provided if i'm a lesbian. but, she is not my type. ==

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Ans: Being LOVED! ♥

7. List out your 3 favourite songs
Far Away- Nickelback
不会分离-光良
Tonight-FM Static

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do ?
Ans: WAIT is the answer. haha (:

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy ?
Ans: YEPPS.

10. What makes you angry ?
Ans: Crappy people, people who cling on you too much, ActCUTE-sters, liars, Backstabbers..

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time ?
Ans: This seemed so familiar. I DID THIS QUESTION BEFORE. !

12. Who is currently the most important people to you ?
Ans: Family, Friends, HIM ♥

13. What is the most important thing in life ?
Ans: HEALTH!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor ?
Ans: Married&Poor.

15. What is your favourite colour ?
Ans: Blue!~

16. Would you give all in a relationship ?
Ans: YES. i did this before too. T.T

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick ?
Ans: The one who moved me. haha :)

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done ?
Ans: that depends. :x

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like ?
Ans: i like you. HAHA. retarded question :/

20. Will you whack a person you love ?
Ans: YES. i'm violent. (:

the 5 person tagged to do the quiz
YOUx5

2008-11-25T17:01:00.000-08:00

Your Candy Heart Says "Cutie Pie"

You always seem to have a hot date, even though you never try to meet anyone.

A total charmer, you have a natural appeal that keeps you in high demand.

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: multiple dates with multiple people

Your flirting style: 100% natural

What turns you off: serious relationship talks

Why you're hot: you're totally addicting

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

2008-11-25T10:33:00.000-08:00

i wanna try that on my Jaen and Jayden! haha
see how they roll.
:D

2008-11-25T08:08:00.000-08:00

TODAY SHALL BE THE BEST DAY OF MY LIFE.
WOOHOO!
i'm uper duper happy. haha~!
cos baby is back. and i cant even recognise his voice. thats the WEIRD part. :D
spending more than 30 mins talking to him on the phone, walking to and fro from the toilet to pantry to desk &back to the toilet! LOL
finally meeting him tmr-for movies! wahaha.

JOEMIN IS UPER-LY HAPPY.
SHE IS OFFICIALLY CRAZY.

2008-11-24T22:49:00.000-08:00

When I grow up,

I wanna take part in the Fear Factor,
I wanna drive cars,
I wanna work for R&T,
or perhaps take psychology,
or perhaps go marry him,
or perhaps have a stitch museum,
or perhaps go have a brand for myself,
or perhaps ....

I'll just worry about the present.

2008-11-24T08:50:00.000-08:00

Gabriella: TROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOYYYYY~
(Initally I thought she was yelling "OHHHHHHHH~" but then I read somewhere that it was "TROOOOOOOY~" instead and that was fcxking hilarous lol! Imagine if you were wearing white virginal flowers in your hair and some white virginal dress looking like you just came out of a virginal garden or something and you see your boyfriend playing basketball and you go "TROOOOOOOY~"; how barmy is that?)

Troy: Right now I can hardly breathe (Duh 'cause I'm playing a damn basketball game here and I've been running for the last 24 minutes!!!)

Gabriella: Ohh, you can do it, just know that I believe

Troy: And that’s all I really need
(He looked like he was gonna cry at this part lol gayness!)

Gabriella: Then come on
(go and play and stop singing will ya? There's a basketball game going on here!)

Troy: Make me strong; it’s time to turn it up; Game on!

Lyrics with the most numbers:
16, 16, 16 minutes left
Better get it done16, 16, 16 more minutes
Get ready, game on!16, 16, 16 minutes left
Runnin' out of time16, 16, 16 more minutes
It’s on the line16, 16, 16 minutes left
Better get it done16, 16, 16 more minutes
Till we’re number one!Let’s Go Team!

Why 16 16 16 16 16 minutes?
Why cannot be 15 15 15 minutes or something?

Most incoherent lyrics:
Gotta get it inside, down low
In the pain now shoot, score!
We gotta work it together
Gimme the ball
Gimme the ball
Gimme the ball(Somewhat)

coherent translation: Eh give me the ball lah. See you so short you dunno how to shoot leh you gotta get the ball inside down low you know what I'm saying man? Only when I whack you, you in pain then you know how to shoot... But eh you don't want me whack you right? Later you cannot sit for 2 weeks... Aiyah we gotta work it together so gimme the ball okay gimme the ball...

the main reasons why are they so happy in High School.

credits from eclair-x

2008-11-24T01:33:00.000-08:00

[ONE] Who was your last text from?
* GuanYan
Guanyan: you are making our lives difficult. 27/11

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?
* Office toilet

[THREE]Your relationship status?
* Attached and loving every single moment of it. :D ♥

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?
* HMM.. not for the moment

[FIVE] What is your current mood?
* upset. cos' he is NOT BACK YET!

[SIX] What's your brother's name?
* Darren. gaaahhh. :/

[SEVEN ] What's your favorite color(s)?
* Blue. White. Black

[EIGHT] Where do you wish you were right now?
* Off to somewhere else for shopping sprees and meeting him.

[NINE] Have a crazy side?
* are you asking the obvious?! darn you.

[TEN] Ever had a near death experience?
* nonono. 我命大!

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?
* blabber crap, blog, staring lifelessly at my DEAD PHONE, loving him!

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?
* not yet. soon to be.

[THIRTEEN] What's stopping you from going for the person you like.
* i'm not very sure about this in fact.

[FOURTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
* days ago i guess. cos i was looking at the farewell messages that he sent me. rofl :/

[FIFTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?
* yup. for you i will. ♥

[SIXTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?
* me and him in our dream house in our lalaland. HAHA! ♥

[SEVENTEEN] Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
* nobody uh. i LONER.LOL

[EIGHTEEN]What are your favorite songs?
* more than using my fingers+toes to count how many are they. haha

[NINETEEN] What are you doing right now?
* blogging like duh. munching keropok. haha SLACKING AT WORK!

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?
* STITCH. :D

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
* EH.. cant remember. rofl

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?
* PITPIT. haha.

[TWENTY-THREE] What is your lucky number?
* 8

[TWENTY-FOUR] Who are your friends that are closest to you?
* TOOTIES! AND jiemeis.

[TWENTY- FIVE] Describe your life in one word?
* WEIRD. :/

[TWENTY- SIX] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
* hmm.. can try. lala~!

[TWENTY-SEVEN] Who are you thinking of right now?
* HIM.HIM.HIM! ♥

[TWENTY- EIGHT] What should you be doing right now?
* FILING. AND GAMING.

[TWENTY-NINE]If you could wish for something over a birthday cake right now what would it be?
* i want one larva lamp. haha

[THIRTY] What are you listening to?
* Grace talking onto the phone, Jia leng's moaning and me typing.

[THIRTY- ONE] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?
* Jialeng.

[THIRTY- TWO] Who was the last person who yelled at you?
* DADDY. GAHHH!

[THIRTY- THREE] Do you act differently around the person you like?
* HOW WOULD I KNOW. maybe.

[THIRTY- FOUR] What is your natural eye color?
* brown.

joemin got NOTHING TO DO.
UNLIKE JIALENG.
too bad~

2008-11-23T22:30:00.001-08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage pessimistically. You don't think happy marriages exist anymore.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/">What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

2008-11-23T16:45:00.000-08:00

getting so pissed with my brother for sntaching the computer.
now.. checking for his mails! and.. HE IS ONLINE.
yes.. omfg! woohoo!
currently talking to him on msn. & i'm eating imaginary waffles. ==
hes coming back tomorrow. 6am london time + 13 hours of flight.
drats. he wants to meet me tomorrow. *screams out loud*
going to buy mummy's present for her birthday tmr so.. i just wonder i can meet him marh.
bleahhs. i want meet him i want meet him.! :x

off to meet my cousins to eat Botak Jones! haha
cousins gathering uh.
xoxo

2008-11-22T16:39:00.000-08:00

photos and photos again!

we went to take neoprints during lunch break and was almost late. rofl

then have to da bao burger back. haix. all for the neoprints.

anyway.. that ends the first week of work!

the usual routine, the same old work. haha

2008-11-22T05:22:00.000-08:00

"we wonder why black and white pictures capture soul. i think it's because without color, we aren't drawn to the makeup, or the color of our eyes, or how tan our skin is. black and white captures the innocence on one's face and the hurt they've gone through to feel vulnerable. the glow we see comes from inside, brightening our eyes, our skin, and our smiles"

stupid video for the day..

he hasn't been replying again. and i need him now.really.
i actually imagined him around and i know its crazy.
real nuts esp when i'm eating chocolates that is supposed to have the reaction of making people happy, its just not right.
cos' i ended up talking and laughing to myself in th middle of the road.
and i know whats totally ridiculous and CRAZY.
i just need him with me. cos' i got got another scolding from my dad and he usually will console me.
but..
not today.

2008-11-21T16:11:00.000-08:00

Rules and Regulations:-people who were tagged, need to blog about their own 10 weird habits/little facts as well as state the rules clearly.at the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.-NO TAGS BACK please.

#1. i hate stinking lizards but i love millipedes?
#2. i detest people who don't laugh at my jokes.
#3. I probably have a rare condition in which my mood fluctuates from depression to hyperness.
#4. I love sadistic movies.
#5. Hear me crap while you stay quiet.
#6. My name have many versions.
like: Jomin, Joemine,Jomine, Jeomin,Jeomine :(
#7. I love stitch and darren more than anything else uh. ♥
#8. i have a fur ball for a hamster.
#9. I tend to look very emo and attitude when i'm bored.
#10. i hate the PUTRID stench of durians.

I tag: Jialeng;Shuyi;Charissa;Chrystal;Sunshade Boy and the list goes on. haha

2008-11-21T11:29:00.000-08:00

its finally friday. haha
JEANS DAY! rofl. a day when i can wear jeans to work. lalala~
going to bugis to makan later then go meet SBSC after work. haha
stitch, stitch here i comeee! LOL.

there is a love-hate relationship between me and my cup.
i love it cos' its uper cute and is my LG and tooties buy for me de.
i hate it cos its too big to fit into the drink dispenser. urghh! no more milo. ==
i want that stitch cup ley. haha. i just realised i'm so demanding.

just bought two new clothes yesterday. yayness! to be continued in Bugis Street next saturday. wheee!

to people who have been tagging me, a BIG SORRY! for not replying tags cos' my office com cant see tags. :/

2008-11-19T23:27:00.000-08:00

great minds think alike.
right jialeng?

i guess Mrs Yeo must have put a spell on me. everywhere i go, i see POA. even during work.
all the P&L, Balance sheet, Partnership. URGHH!
esp when there is Lydia here, a Mrs Yeo lookalike.
GOD SAVE ME FROM HER CLUTCHES MAN~

2008-11-19T17:07:00.000-08:00

YIPPEEE!YIPPEEE!YIPPEEE!

he finally replied to my emails. woohoo. :D it certainly made my day, filling it with a myriad of colours.
haha, acting chim. :/
i'm back in the office, munching my tapioca chips, spamming emails and filing papers. haha
i shall blog again later and continue to email him.
lalala~!

2008-11-18T22:13:00.000-08:00

SHYAM
SHYAM
SHYAM
SHYAM
SHYAM
SHYAM
your name so colourful. :D
you told me number 6 so 6 times luh. haha
and.. i wont flood my own blog with all your names right. then whats the point of calling it
JOEMIN'S blog.
you GONG!

joejoe got nothing to do besides munching her Oreo White Choco donut, she went to blogshop and ended up oggling at these..
& i<3 the blue dress! aww.

2008-11-18T16:59:00.000-08:00

MORNING MORNING!
another day at work. seeing tons and stacks of papers here on my desk makes me happy!
*i aint crazy*
at least i won't be bored out in 3 hours just like yesterday. haha :D yayness! today finally can have a proper lunch cos my aunt is bringing me go makan. bur-bye packet lunch! haha
talking to SHYAM makes me vomit blood. esp yesterday luh. made me CHOKE ON MY FOOD.
i shall blog again later. tata
xoxo

next year's halloween, i'll dress up as E, jl will dress up as W and charissa as GC!
we go tgt and vie of best dressed costume &
we will be the finalists.
even those dress as LHL will lose to us. :DDDDDD

2008-11-17T21:23:00.000-08:00

poor joemin eating packet lunch again. ==
da bao chicken rice and currently makaning in the office.
youknowwho go meet boyfriend, so i ALONE luh. :/ used to being like this luh.
seriously, this is effing PATHETIC. and today totally SUCKED.
but got this 'don'tlooklikelawyer' de lawyer keep disturbing us. haha damn funny de.
maybe next time we take photo of him then i post it here. haha
he told me not to have packet lunch and why neber go out to eat. i told him, ' i'm having lunch what. its still lunch? :D and.. here not that much people and quieter. hurhur'

#01 i got ___...
#02 i keep typing the 'acquisition' to 'acqusition'
#03 i did the labels wrongly and ended up pasting the label and taking it out AGAIN and AGAIN.
#04 i got no company for lunch, ended up facing a darn oily chicken rice
#05 the idiot uncle never hear the order was requested for BONELESS.

gimmme my aunt back man. i want her to pei me for lunch instead. at least she know where to get good food and not PACKET LUNCH.

imissmybaby.
why never reply any of my mails uh. sniffsniff.
loveyou bee

2008-11-16T16:30:00.000-08:00

FIRST DAY OF WORK! WOOHOO.

esp when i'm using the office computer to blog. hurhur :/

yayness! now waiting for ms jialeng to come and bring me my breakfast.

I'M FAMISHED LUH!

2008-11-14T07:02:00.000-08:00

i peered out the window, staring at the skies.
counting at the number of planes that flew by,
and wondering which one you'll be in?
till then i'll be waving at it, hoping you will be able to see me.
because i know, you are looking and waving back at me.
bye baby. i miss you.
forever and ever! :D

2008-11-13T22:43:00.000-08:00

Tagged by Tricia (:
1. Do you have secrets?duh. obviously luh
2. Would you fall in love with a gay? straight NO.
3. Do you enjoy going to school? yepp! better than rotting at home ==
4. What would you do with a billion dollars? scream at the top of my voice and rush to buy a new phone and laptop. :D hehe
5. What is your view towards love? there is ~~no such thing~~ as love at first sight.
6. Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone? being loved. :x
7. How long would you be willing to wait for a person whom you love? i waited 9 years before? :))
8. If the person whom you loved once or now is attached , what will you do ? bang head on wall. stab myself, KIDDING LUH.
9. Is there anything that has make you extremely happpy ? obviously right.
10. What makes you angry? ACT CUTE people with dia1 voices, mega flirts?
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time? kinda? at the age of 26? man. i look old. rofl
12. Who is currently important to you? Him, family, friends!
13. What is the most important thing in life? Him, family, friends and $$ LOL.
14. If two of your best friends dropped into the sea and they don't know how to swim, who would you save?huh? call for more help. cos' i don't even know how to swim too. haha no difference.
15. Favourite colour? BLEU<3
16. Would you give it all in a relationship? No doubt. :x
17. If your ex who once hurt you deeply wants you back, what will you do? what do you think? he must be thankful if i did not bring along a chainsaw with me. haha
18. How are you feeling right now? UPSET..T.T i miss him~!
19. Love or like? LOVE! :D
20. 8 people i have tagged.
Zhenzhao
Jialeng
Shuyi
Charissa
Jeanette
Chrystal
Vicky
Sunshade boy. :D

2008-11-11T19:10:00.001-08:00

tried something real fun..

A WHOLE BIG SPACE HERE FOR SUSPENSE PURPOSES. :D

TA-DAHHH!



		I will marry EDWARD CULLEN!.
		After a wild honeymoon, We will settle down in DISNEYLAND! in our fabulous Apartment.
		We will have 08 kid(s) together.
		Our family will zoom around in a LIME GREEN SUZUKI SWIFT.
		I will spend my days as a GRAPHIC DESIGNER, and live happily ever after.

BYE BELLA, EDWARD'S MINEE!

lalala~! call me Mrs Cullen. and.. i'll not name my child Renesmee. it sound weird.

2008-11-11T18:19:00.000-08:00

BORE, BORING, BORED.
alone at home again. there is nothing to do at home man. seriously.
luckily got Mr Strawberry Shortcake to entertain me. haha. hes hilrarious. :D
then packed my bag for camp in the end, cant stay overnight. bleahhs. cos' no consent form. then ms ang say we're going to be cinderellas.
& so i tell her to be my fairy godmother to get me a carriage home.
haha and i asked her where to find my prince! :x

i need Mr Shy-shy to talk to me. cos' he is darn fun.
and don't know why, he sound like darren. rofl

2008-11-10T19:41:00.000-08:00

BUR-BYEEE O LEVELS!
HI HI HOLIDAYSS!
WHEEEE~!
great! os are finally over, but still no outings.
~~bloodyhell~~ man.
then got instructions form the emperor to come home immediately. got a 'heart-to-heart' talk for ONE WHOLE HOUR
current condition: soggy, red, swollen eyes, dizzy head, growling stomach.
and, NO OUTINGS. fxuk.

oh yarh. need to give my wardrobe a body search luh.
need to dig out some formal clothings for work!

I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my baby
I never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with you

2008-11-09T19:19:00.000-08:00

I LOVE RAINY DAYS.
it doesn't dampen my moods but instead, it made it calm and peaceful.
i was reading the old messages that totally flooded my inbox in the morning.
months ago, it made my cry. now, it made me smile from ear to ear.
very strange.

yesterday was totally awful. thinking going to the playground with Caden will be much fun but, i ended up feeling sick. really very sick.
sat on that freak thing in the playground that spun me 20 over times non stop 360 degrees beyond my control was OMFG pervertic.
i was screaming at the top of my voice so that my dad can come to my rescue.
now you see why i don go on roller coaster rides.

urghh
it made me so sick, dizzy and feel like vomitting. yes, you might think that i'm over reacting.
BUT I'M NOT.
i think i vomitted my dinner out when i reached home.
haha yeah. and got bugs and lizards attack in the house. damn that lizard.
so i asked beebee to come slay it. HAHA. rofl

2008-11-08T21:31:00.000-08:00

being left at home, facing nothing but worksheets sure bores me out.

thank goodness for Breaking Dawn and my ipod.

or else.. i'll be lying half dead till my body produces a putrid smell,

i bet no one will even realise.

get outta my back you toot. you idiotic o levels. i command you to SHOO!

nevermind. i'm going off to see Caden soon. yayness! :D

xoxo

<3yuanyuan.

COS, I'M SQUAREE!

2008-11-07T19:27:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN!
*thats my brother*

hopefully later we shall have a feast. whee!
i'm starving le bro. faster come home. :D

2008-11-06T17:31:00.000-08:00

thats part of the reason why i love edward so much. :D
but i love my darren <3 too. rofl

2008-11-05T01:53:00.000-08:00

"cherish before you lose it. "

i went with the CCC excos yesterday, everything seemed fine but in fact, me and kim can feel the strange 'aura' there. i mean as in the people la. =.=
hang around till 7.45pm then went hougang mall makan! wait for that seats in Pepper Lunch till become @.@ liaos. rofl
made a din there and fooled around with the comment paper. haha

for example,
name: tan ah kow
date:6/11/08
D.O.B: 6/11/09
how old are you: 50 and above
who are you with: boyfriend/girlfriend
how many times you come to pepper lunch: everyday
what did you order? : food.

blahblahblah..
stupid one siah. :)

i don't know why, i felt that we have drifted apart. not as close as before.
i don't know what happened or is it i did not meet each other much in schools or meetings and stuff.
its just weird. sitting with each other but yet no conversations.

2008-11-03T17:57:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEMAINE!
sorry can't celebrate with you cos' still got exams! *bangs head*

just 2 more papers..
TWO MORE PATHETIC PAPERS AND I SHALL BADE O'LEVELS SAYONARA!
but my audition is tempting me so so much. esp when it finally worked. but ran outta proportion. zzz =.=

food and nutrition. the vitamins, egg, milk is driving me gaga.
someone save me from the food. rofl

signing out to mug food and nutrition le.
xoxo

2008-11-02T17:09:00.001-08:00

#one.
what she wants is actually pretty simple. just a sticky note on her locker saying i love you.
or a daisy he found that morning stuck to her books

because it's the little things mean the most.

#two.
Where I come from it isn't all that great

My automobile is a piece of crap

My fashion sense is a little ~~whack~~

And my friends are just as screwy as me.

#three.
Now I don't like using words like forever but
I will love you until the end of today and in the morning .

when I remember everything you are,

I know I’ll fall for you all over again.

#four.
Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back

and wonder what they would have, or could

have had. No one waits forever.

#five.
Just say those 3 words I know you’re thinking

I’m sick of wasting time on these formalities

Please never leave my side

#seven.
"and with every step together, we just keep on getting better.

so, can i have this dance?"

#eight.
I need to believe that something

extraordinary is possible

#nine.
And all those songs we used to sing,

They used to tell us everything.

All about how it was never meant to be.

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad, you'll pick out a white dress

It's a love story,baby, just say yes

-LoveStory. Taylor Swift

2008-11-01T19:28:00.000-07:00

“The best thing about dreams is that fleeting moment, when you are between asleep and awake, when you don't know the difference between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality, and it really happened.”

speaking of dreams.. i had a bizarre one yesterday afternoon. i shall just skip the details then. :)
HAHA.
yeah. i guess i must be too desperate. *slaps myself*

scold me again china bxtch and i'll make your mother's hand into a godzilla's tail.
darren told me to say it. :D

2008-10-31T01:56:00.000-07:00

and yet again, the prince goes off with the princess.

i have accounts. so.. i aint giving back mrs wong her papers.
i'm going to shred the papers.

2008-10-29T23:12:00.000-07:00

screw you maths paper two.
cos' you screwed my brains up.

我爱你beebee!

can't starve you too much. cos i know you'll be hungry-for my love. :)

rofl,

2008-10-24T00:02:00.000-07:00

credits from zhenzhao's blog link

P.S I Love You, i know you love me.
You don't need my belongings to remember me by,
you don't need to keep them as proof that i existed or still existed in your mind.
You don't need to wear my sweater to feel me around you; i'm always here...
wrapping my arms around you.

someone tell me this. please.
for it touched my inner side of me. :)

2008-10-21T21:28:00.000-07:00

leave me in the rain,
where the droplets of water will wash away all my troubles.

2008-10-18T18:06:00.000-07:00

I'M A FAN OF TWILIGHT.
doesn't the pictures speak louder than words?
*and iloveEdward.*

You make me want to sing out loud;
I don't care who listens anymore.
Loud & so off key, I will sing my song
& you will be the lyrics to my heart.’

This is life. People will screw you over. You`ll fight with your family. You`ll witness things that will change you forever. You`ll blame new lovers for things old lovers did. You`ll lose bestfriends you thought would always be there. You`ll come to realize that everyone has a past. You`ll cry, you`ll laugh, & you`ll embarass yourself. But then, you`ll find your very own moment where none of that matters; where you can sit back & realize that shit happens to the people who can handle it & that this is who you are, & that no one should want to change you, including yourself.

Don't wonder why people go crazy. Wonder why they don't. In face of what we can lose in a day, in an instant, wonder what the hell it is that make us hold it together.

2008-10-17T03:35:00.000-07:00

great. i didn't update my blog for ages!
*sweeping off dust at my computer desktop* tsktsk
anyway, perhaps this will be the last post for this month cos' O levels is just NEXT WEEK!
yea. very freaky. besides i got a human alarm clock that is constantly reminding me when Os are coming and i have to do work. right darren? :)

yesterday's practical is total crap. WRONG. the whole day is so so crappy. because,
#01 i forgot to bring my entry proof.
#02 obviously, i got scolded after that.
#03 i scored 'jackpot', went washroom, lights auto switch off. ~~bloodyfcuk.~~
#04 i brought the confirmation slip instead of entry proof.
#05 i scored 30% for that bloody maths test that destroyed 200 BILLION of my brain cells in just 2 hours. power huh. :))
#06 late in the night, received Mrs Wong's sms for POA lessons today, which is a total waste of my time.

great huh. but at least today, i get to play in the SC room. rofl. playing cheat with aaron and firdaus after shaun and ZzZ left. HAHA. i own them. WHEEE! newbie won. :x got 2 stupidest prank call from resh and izan. cos' they thought i don have their numbers.

" ello, i'm calling from the SPCA, your dog was sent in here for 2 months and we need your assistance ... blah blah. "
"oh. really? yeah! i did sent it in. my dog is named 'shahizan' yea? and i leave it under the care of Sabapathy?"
"HAHAHAHAH"

okay gotta sign out already. using my daddy's laptop. later overcharged then he will scream my head off.
xoxo

P.S I love you.

2008-10-11T05:18:00.000-07:00

it has been 4 year in Bartley.
& now its time to bade goodbye.
i'll never forget these beautiful memories that we've left behind.
because those are how our friendship were created.
CHEERSPEOPLE! :)

last time in the toilet bright early in the morning? :)

BROTHERHOOD!

me&zhenzhao.

Fian, you're talking a very long time..

me&sufian! buddies forever!

notice someone EXTRA SIZED at the back?

us with MrChin

lets pray.. :)

Laogong&niece.

a very DEMORALIZING shot. >.<

us with the PRINCIPAL okay.

TOOT FAMILY UNITE!

BYEBYE Mr Imran.

erm.. benedict is a pig already what.

super" artistic" shot. he act de la. hah

the last dinner.

2008-10-04T21:48:00.000-07:00

i want the old you who sing to me on the phone.
i want to have the old you who will whisper,"wo ai ni" after saying that you'll starve me.
i miss the old you when you tells me stupid yet hilarious jokes.
i want the old you when you will just call me out of nowhere and juat say, "i miss you! "
i want the old you when we would spend hours and hours on the phone chatting about anything and everything that we have in mind.
i wish to hear you telling me all about the silly things what you and your friends do in school.

i just want to go back in time. back to the days when i could hear laugher in our conversations.
i want the old you back.
i really want you back.
please. i beg you.
to anyone, grant me this simple yet unfulfiled wish.

i used to believe in us when times got tough
but lately, i'm afraid that love isnt even enough

2008-10-03T01:22:00.000-07:00

you said we're from different backgrounds.
you said you might not be the one for me.
you worry that our relationship might become monotonous.
you said you want to pull through the o's with me
you said our relationship has hit rock bottom.
you said that i'm amazing enough and i shouldnt doubt that.
you said you still love me and do not want that to run out.
but you said that you cant force yourself to love me.
instead, you want to make loving me easier.
you say you're afraid that you might stop loving me anymore.
having exams and not meeting each other is just an excuse.
the thing is as you said, we are out spontaneous.

i was just left speechless. crying on the phone.
i just say, i miss you. and nothing else.

he keeps hurting you over & over again
yet, you keep going back
he's just that one boy you can't seem to let go off
he's the one who stole your heart
&you're not ready to get it back yet.

2008-10-02T06:51:00.000-07:00

take a look.
some illusions. :)

2008-10-02T05:05:00.001-07:00

ihateher.
idetesther.
i look down on her.

~~fcuk~~ off b*tch.

2008-10-02T02:23:00.000-07:00

i conclude that accounts lessons are the most boring thing that i've ever attended in my whole 16 years of life.
zzz

wasting 2 hours of my life that i would never get it back ever again.
urghh.
i would rather do something much more meaningful or sort than sit at my desk and slack. :(
whattheheck la.

2008-09-28T07:11:00.001-07:00

THANK YOU FREDDY!
FOR THE SONGS FOR MY GRADUATION VIDEO!

CREDITS TO YOU!
:)

2008-09-27T23:26:00.000-07:00

love is a word that gets tossed around in meaningless relationships that will end in a few weeks when i tell you i love you, i want to mean it.

the world`s a rollercoaster and i am not strapped in.

maybe i should hold with care.

my hands are busy in the air; saying, i wish you were here.

i wish you were here to hold me tight.

We watch the sky from under the trees; Confusing stars for satellites.

I never dreamed that you'd be mine, But you are and we're here tonight.

And I finally realized

I could care less about what other people think about me

because I’m with you, and that all I truly care about is

the fact that I’m head overheals in love with you.

And no relationship is perfect, ever.

There are some ways you have yo bend, to compromise, to give something in order to gain something greater.

But the love we have for each other is bigger than those small differences.

And that's the key.

It's like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece.

Love can make up for a lot.

-Sarah Dessen

XOXO, signing off. :)

2008-09-27T22:30:00.000-07:00

HE'S MINEEEE!

You don't love me the way that I love you.
cause if you did, boy, you would not do the things you do.

2008-09-26T05:30:00.001-07:00

i got this from my LG.
damn! they are sooo... OMFG SHUAI!
so now i put in my blog, i can see them more. HAHA:))

2008-09-26T03:58:00.000-07:00

the cute looking bread in Action City. :)

seriously, i looked pathetically short. HAHA

ONGZHENZHAO, YOU BETTER THANK US!

me and darlingg walked from wisma to taka then back to bugis just to get your present. in the end, left with no choice but to go all the all back to taka again.

damn urghh. i cant feel my feets and legs now. :(

sniffsniff. so is darlingg! right? *nods head*

aiyo. so troublesome lor. so short of money. or else we can buy that **** .. can't say.

or else later people say we budget or whatsoever. muhahaha.

sian ley. he so busily studying, left me alone, my parents went out for wedding dinner, pang seh me and my bro at home. bleahhs.

so tell me, what should i do.

study/play audi?

give me a choice. :D

2008-09-25T04:53:00.000-07:00

my first side of the rubics cube after sixteen years.

sorry, i have a low IQ. :))

hahahahaha! i just felt a strong sense of accomplishment.

rofl

2008-09-23T06:18:00.000-07:00

no doubt that my neck is killing me.
URGHH.
searching everywhere for people's photo. haha like stalkers.
later tomorrow when i check my profile got many ' view and run' comments. :))
LOL

please, i wish and pray that the video will ocme out GREAT! then can have a break le.
or else someone will or might bite my heads off. rofl

ciaos. have to continue my never-ending search. HAHA

i wanna meet you.
see your face again,
give you a big hug,
sneak up a pinch
& set my lips on yours. :)

2008-09-22T08:15:00.000-07:00

see whos is fooling around. esp that chaohan la. =.=

2008-09-22T04:10:00.000-07:00

i just had the worst fear of my life. adding on to the list besides stinking durians and pathetically looking lizards,
.... i'm scared of losing him.

i spammed his phone for a couple of hours and sms-d him like crazy
NO REPLY. NO ANSWER.
if you're me, will you get worried?
thinking that he will be studying with his friends, he would definitely reply me or at least give me a call, he didn't.

so things ain't getting right.
especially, when he never picks up any of the calls which is super wrong in fact.
so, i caught Michelle's contagious Paranoid disease *as how i calls it*, i went hysterical la.
DUHH. i just keep thinking that did something happened to him or what. yeah. i sounded like some crazy woman spamming her boy's phone. but also, i'm like super ultra worried la. too worried till going nuts le.

at last, he called me.
FINALLY.
he said he went home at 2 plus then slept. slept till now.
omfg can~ i like worried for nothing la. making me upset and depressed for that 2 hours or so.
if a million sorries from him can ease my anxiety and appease me, i don't mind.
please.. don ever ever do that again.
NEVER.
unless you want me to throw my heart from the 20th storey down. :(

2008-09-19T04:14:00.000-07:00

went to watch Wall E with Naresh, Izan and Bari.
omfg. know what, it soo nice. haha
:))

i have two mosquitoes keep flying around me tell me, wall e is going to die. please larhh.
do i look that dumb? =.=

i shall rate it 4/5 stars! lalala
supposedly watching disaster movie cos' we already bought tickets. then BARI AINT 16 YET! bleahhs.
in the end have to change to wall e. diaos

its just so nice and seeing future obese people sitting on floating chairs? hmm. they cant even walk la! just like toddlers when the captain starting to walk. izan was like saying sumo. zzz then the both of them sitting beside me was like saying, "see, this is a bird.. this is a pail..." WHATEVER. i love that little robot lor. so effing cute sey. cleaning all the 'foreign contamination' that wall e left behind in its trails. ahhhh.

hmmm.. wall e and eva, (also known as ee-va-aa) *wall e's voice* HAHA. so cute siah.
it just manage to touch me. maybe its because of what wall e is doing. yeah.
he just want to hold eva's hand. sweeeet! :))

JUST WATCH IT BEFORE ITS TOO LATE.
rofl.

2008-09-18T19:07:00.000-07:00

some people's F GRADE zi pai using my camera. zzz

got stuck in his house then go meet poh chin they all.

went bugis and shopped at bugis street. saw that shirt. haha quite nice la.

and made fun of the "gays". :))

i forgot what i wanna talk about. haha nevermind.

2008-09-18T04:41:00.000-07:00

Darren asked me to watch this.
damn stupid. but its is stupid enough to make me laugh. :)
esp the black kungfu guy and the ugly looking beaver.
rofl

So im sailing through the sea, to an island where we'll meet..

2008-09-17T04:41:00.000-07:00

thanks christian for that Royce chocolate bar!

my sole energy source during tuition. :))

i cant bear to eat it ley. cos' its expensive. HAHA

lalalala :D

2008-09-16T21:38:00.000-07:00

after awhile, you come to a point in life

where you see all the time you've wasted

on crying and hurting and waiting for him

to make you happy and you realize that the only person thatcan ever truely decide whether you're happy or not, is you

All those songs, the ones she listened to when she was sad.

And the ones she listened to that reminded her of boys.

That she played again and again, they were the soundtrack to her heart.

And then there were songs that she played that were fast and frantic.

And she'd crank up the volume and bounce down the street.

Songs let you see into someone’s soul

She says I'm fine,as tears pour out of her eyes.

I believed in you.I always believed in you.You just didn't believe in me.

Heartbreak is nothing more then your heart telling you were stupid to love that boy.

that's life. If nothing else, that's life, you know? It's real, and sometimes it effing hurts, but it's sort of all we have. -Garden State

I miss you a little,

a little too much actually.

And a little more everyday.

Each day it gets easier to not love you

Each day it gets easier to forget you

Each day it gets easier to see you

And each day I still love you.

*NOTE. there is nothing wrong with me. i swear. haha :D

2008-09-16T21:26:00.000-07:00

my dad having cold war with me&my bro.
bleahhs.
2 days neber talk to us le. not EVEN A SINGLE WORD.
kinda used to it le actually.
and remembered he threw all my books , files and notes on the ground.

URGHH.
f&n is finally over. i just keep smiling to charissa. i don't know why. :)
LOL.

2008-09-16T04:00:00.001-07:00

~~don be a copycat will you?~~
get your own ideas la.
everything i do, you follow.
monkey see monkey do meh?
urghh..
stop pissing me off will you.

and STOP COPYING ME.

2008-09-16T04:00:00.000-07:00

tomorrow is f&n.
URGHH.
another 2 hours of boredom.

talking to him on msn. ended up like some military exercises.
"ABORT ABORT."
"ALL CLEAR"
whattheheck. :(

nebermind. at least darlingg pei wo. right?
see? i got talk about you hor!
i'm addicted to kenny g. :)and his saxophone. *esp when someone is learning it aft Os!
but seriously, his out-dated MVs sucked. haha. so chena! HAH!
but he has nick jonas's hair. haha.
but i think nick's nicer. LOL

i'm trying my very-very best to get those negative things outta my head.
trying to forget it all.
don't make me give up on you.
even though i'm already on the verge of doing it.

2008-09-15T02:49:00.000-07:00

just came back after meeting him.
its the 9th month! :))
hmmm.. anyway, i went to Sing Post to get waffles from the waffles factory.
cos' they look so pretty! esp. the one with got the heart shape ones. so i bought 2 "love bites" and 2 honey flavoured one.
yummilicious! haha!
meet him in bugis then eat yoshinoya again. shared one beef bowl cos i'm broke. haha :(

and guess what, someone is NOT a fan of waffles. haix.
so in the end, my $5.60 wirth of waffles has gone to waste.
supposedly meant to be a lil surprise for him but.. someone just don't feel like eating it.
T.T what can i say?
so i bring all my 3 waffles home. bleahhs.
lesson learnt. i shall not buy any food le. waste my money and effort to walk and wait for these waffles even though they are super nice. hah

*my messymessy table. paisehh.

at least he brought my snowglobe! lied to me say neber bring. zzz
he put all the confetti and blue-blue stars in. and that sponge heart that we bought!
nice-nice. but still disappointed. cos' my effort was for nothing.
HAIX.

2008-09-13T08:39:00.000-07:00

single eyelids for the day,
5 hours of sleep in the night.
1packet of tissue gone,
the sad memories still lingers on.

thanks for my 24/7 listeners. :)
appreciated. <3

darlingg, don be sad ya? i'm still here with you.
cos you're my BEST DARLINGG ever in history.
:)
lovelovelove!

2008-09-13T00:04:00.000-07:00

spent my whole night at Elias Green. the condo that my aunt is living in is like what, winner for energy conservation? the whole freaking place is like effing DARK. and because of that, my bro almost squashed 2 big fat snails. eww..
:))
then, join my cousins in the table tennis room. uncles watching soccer, kids playing ping-pong. anyhow play cos' they don't know how to play ma. then me and my bro play till damn shuang until this 3 EXTRA IDIOTS come and disturb us, say what can play double ma.
in the end, i backed out. one kiddo, pathetically small keep saying "YESSSS!" whenever he scored.
~purleease la. you know how to play and we don't right? dumbass.
then keep on saying, "DIRECT LEY. I SCORE! " i told joel cleo and claire to ask them to eat my shoes.
bloody toot. luckily i never bring my cam to the bbq or else... i sure post your photo RIGHT HERE! zzz
we all then went up to her unit and my bro was like fooling around with their electronic piano.
doing the stupid dj thingy. i'm waiting for my cousin to send it to me. we video-d it lor. effing hilarious. :))

Potong Pasir Mcdonald's new service? haha. toliet seats are provided huh.

2008-09-12T21:50:00.000-07:00

i'm talking to him now. haha
everything that i like, he don't like.
it just seemed like personality clash. :(

and i even need to make an "appointment" to meet him.
simply because someone has a busy schedule.
:(
thankfully he hasn't forgot whats on next monday.

2008-09-11T03:22:00.001-07:00

Crush- David Archuleta

I hung up the phone tonight,
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be, Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it realor just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t going away, going away

2008-09-11T03:00:00.001-07:00

eyes widened, jaws dropping.

end of story.
*jialeng should know what i mean.

2008-09-09T22:03:00.000-07:00

whattheheck?! HAHA. floating hair.

& its a real BAD HAIR. lol

2008-09-09T21:47:00.000-07:00

a stranger stabs you in the front
a friend stabs you in the back
a boyfriend stabs you in the heart
a best friend pokes you with a straw
..........................................................................................................

life; it's just one big game.
its ups & downs,rights from wrongs,true from fake.
it's just one big game,
of love & hate.

i like to pretend that everything is alrightbecause when everybody else thinks you're fine,sometimes you forget for awhile that you're not.

2008-09-09T01:06:00.000-07:00

i'm pissed.
freaking pissed. *the white chicks accent*

URGHH. call him neber answer de. sms him no reply. then say got remedial.
bleahhs.
spent my time in the CCC room doing physics, playing PSP, playing DTX Mania, listening to songs and SLEEPING on the couch. haha (:
zhenzhao slept on one, i slept on the other. and yes, IT IS A SEPARATE ONE. don think i don't know what you guys are thinking. HAH!

sian la. then at least got cake. but not chocolate! thanks to darlingg la! argh. fruit cake somemore. == nebermind. i buy you cookie monster cake next time! muhahaha. :D

2008-09-04T20:34:00.000-07:00

guess what. i think i am on the verge of turning les.
call darren please! (:

man. felicia chin is so prettyy! omgosh. ok. a lil time lag here but who cares man. she is so photogenic. i swear she is so pretty la.
and also, i think i am going bonkers already.
if i'm a guy, i would marry her. if only i could. lalalalarx.

&i'm going off for badminton.
chaos!

2008-09-04T11:11:00.000-07:00

when it was 11:11 pm, it was said that wished might come true and someone could be missing you.
but afterall, my wishes didn't seem to come true.
perhaps i aint a good girl yet. (:

2008-09-03T22:08:00.000-07:00

#01 I'd make a great girlfriend, but he don't give me the chance to fully show it.

#02 I know it hurts. But its life and its real. And sometimes it effing hurts, but its life, and its pretty much all we got. -garden state

#03 Theres a little truth behind every jk.
A little knowledge behind every idk.
And a little emotion behind every idc.

#04 The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. -the notebook

#05 I was outside barefoot. The only thing i could feel was my heart beating and the rain pouring down on me. All i ever think about is you.

#06 The sweetest moment was when he put his hands on my face and said "god i could just kiss you forever." Baby you make my heart beat faster.

#07 The bad guys lie to get you in bed. The good guys lie to get in your heart.

#08 The spaces between your fingers were created so that anothers could fill them in.

How do you spell

You don't spell it, you feel it.

2008-09-03T21:41:00.000-07:00

you're holding on simply because you are expecting things to happen from him.
but it may never happen.
you knew it.
but yet,you are still willing to be that dumb to wait for it. (:

2008-09-02T03:41:00.000-07:00

the most memorable thing i did to him, call him shuai.
hmmm.. no comments. HAHA.

anyway, i was talking to lydia during chemistry lessons and the more we talked, i felt like crying. AGAIN. i know. cos' its just so unfair. really.
but i got free hugs from people. whee! rofl.

went to kovan makan and talked so much about ghost stories in school and camps. nothing to do ma but ended up chatting till freaking late lor. she went shopping in cold storage, i tagged along. but kinda made a wrong decision. SHE TAKE SOOO LONG. lol :D peace.
then went home, doze off in bus. i bet i look damn ugly then. HAHA.

2008-09-01T05:21:00.000-07:00

went out for shopping with jervin and simonne. haha. early in the morning at cine, only the arcade and some shops are open. haha :D played the basketball machine! thats should be my new favourite i guess. but i don't want to play it alone. cos' more energy used up, more muscle aches. haha. we watched Meet Dave. OMGOSH. that movie rocks la! its effing funny. & the worse part is, i think the whole cinema, the three of us laughed the loudest. haha =.=then we took neos. my favourite ma. simonne then went to meet her friend, pangsehh me and him so the two lost sheeps went to play arcade again. haha. it seems like the whole day all arcade de lor. 3 times. and a free game cos i sat on the button. LOL.
and i keep busted jervin with simonne. haha and so simonne's beloved one got to buy her the sugar bunny. sweet huh! ^^
credits to me! :D
we had hunting! both me and jervin. hunting for babes. zzz not for me, obviously for him la. he set his eyes on a girl in a lift in cine but i think the other girl in yellow tank top with hot shorts is better. hmmm. we caught 5 today! :D
i find myself doing really stupid things.
we go from cine to heeren to cine to taka, wisma and to bugis. gosh. so many places no wonder my legs ached so bad. haha :/

I WANNA BRING YOU HOME! :D

NEOPRINTS.

oh ya. HAPPY TEACHERS DAY.

just realised. :D PEACE OUT.

2008-08-30T05:15:00.000-07:00

i cried over it, even though i did not do anything wrong.
i was accused for it, even though i was not the one at fault.
i was labelled arrogant, even though i aint arrogant.

whenever she turns up, it usually makes things worse for me.
even though you might not find it so.
it made me feel like an absolutely IDIOT, a FAILURE.
totally.

i needed a hug so badly. so that i could cry my hearts out. however i know you will not be there for me.
simply because, you're the cause for it.

2008-08-27T21:17:00.000-07:00

3 more days to go. but i was rather ruined yesterday already.
forget it. i don wish to upset myself any more.

today's english paper one was fairly easy bar. tomorrow would be geography. seeing celestia chiong like crazy actually gives me the creeps. ==
i need to have some time. can i turn the clock around to like 5 day back? so that i can have time to study. HAH.
&also not to look at the ~~effing photo.~~

Oh, you silly boy.
Can't you see she's crying her eyes out on the floor?
But little did you know; you did that to her.

2008-08-25T01:03:00.000-07:00

Quiz to do.

1.The person who tag you is .
TRICIAdarlingg.
2.Your relationship with him/her .darlingg! :D
3.Your five impression about him/her . as CRAZY as me! jovial looking and bubbly woman!
4.The most memorable thing him/her had done for you .making the zhuzhu for me on my birthday!.
5.The most memorable thing that him/she had said to you .er, " I'll be here for you. " if thats what i remembered!
6.If he/she become your lover , you will .scream! provided i am a les. haha
7. If she/him become your lover , things she/him should improvve on . hmmmm..
8.If she/him become your enermy , you will . slap her awake. cos' she must be dreaming!
9.If she/him become your enemy , what is the reason . she finally gets too iritated by me.
10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is .HER TO GIVE UP GLG! kinda impossible too. i guess.
11.Your overall impression of him/her .MY BEST DARLINGG!
12.How do you think the people around you feel about you . pencil monster. haha.
13.On the contrary , the characters you hate about yourself . i am very attention seeking. i know that la.
14.The characters you love yourself is . i just love being happy. :D
15.The most ideal person you want to be is . someone who do not need to face outstanding bills and rubbish results.
16.People thats care and like you , say something to them . ARIGATO! haha thanks!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feeling about you
.
1.Darren
2.Jialeng
3.Charissa
4. Shuyi
5.Zhi Hao
6. Zhenzhao
7.Davin *i don't think he will. *
8. Max
9. Jeanette
10. Tricia *i doubt you wanna do this again.*
.....
18.Who is no.6 having relationship with ? eh. can't say
19.is no.9 a male or female ? female la.
20.If no.7 and no.10 are together , will it be a good thing ? NO, NEGATIVE. impossible. :/
21.Whats is no.2 studying about ? english, maths, combine humanties and stuff la. what else.
22.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 ? today? duh.
23.What kind of music does no.8 like ? rock songs, i think. =.=
24.Does no.1 have any siblings ?YEAH, 2 more younger bros.
25.Will you woo no.3 ? perhaps. if i'm a guy.
How about no.7 ? hmmmm... nah.
27.is no.4 single ?NO. SHE'S MARRIED TO ME. LOL
28.What is the surname of no.5 ?Ang
29.Whats the hobby of no.10 ? crapping? ==
30.does no.5 and no.9 get along well ? idk leyy.
31.Where is no.2 studying at ? Bartley la.
32.Talk about something actually about no.1. HE'S MINEEE. <3
33.Have you try developing feelings for no.8? hmmm.. idk
34.Where does no.9 live at ? its private hello!
35.what colour does no.4 like ? shit. i forgot. haha
36.Are no.5 and no.1 bestfriend ?they dont know each other!
37.Does no.1 have any pets . dog. stupid stephy.
38.is no.7 the sexiest person in the world ? PLEASE. KILL ME INSTEAD.
39.What is no.10 doing now ?er, bathing.!

2008-08-25T00:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY IN ADVANCE!
freaking tired today cos' like running around the school searching for teachers. HAHA :D
and the class looked gorgeous. thanks to us leyy. rofl
took many pictures and is uploading in progress. i need some more photos from the others.

CLASS OF 2008!

NICE HUH.

cake cutting! the candles all melted liao lo.

our swiss rolls. got many many more la.

our ENTERTAINMENT TEAM! *with many extra people at the back :/

Yasin with his own song. nice huh :D

the CHOIR BOYS. effing funny.

CLASS PHOTO.
but broke into half the. Mr Lee took the photo de la. :/

2008-08-22T06:21:00.000-07:00

went to Plaza Sing with jialeng and meet my bee there. haha
LOL. if only i had a phone. i should take a picture of her face. damn hilarious. :D
then tagged along and shopped for naresh's present.
in the end, it seemed like a double date. oh pur-leasse. you know i hate that. haha
then we went to check the movie timings and all can't watch lerh. shitty siah.

so we went to Vivo! haha bought this popping chocolate from candy empire. damn freaking cool! its like when you bite it, the popping candy inside will make a million noises in your mouth. so effing funny la. then we went to the skypark there.
mrlow is so funny. getting so so amused by the sculptures that is doing the pull ups and is able to swing 360 degrees! LOL. :/

i am seeing fireworks from my window now. its simply gorgeous. haha: D
just hoping that you're are here with me now!

sometimes, i just won't wish to tag along.
simply because i won't wish to let jealousy overcome me.
and i hate to see you guys doing it. its selfish and i know it.

2008-08-21T20:23:00.000-07:00

i am currently using the infocove computer that is totally LAGGING AND IT SUCKED BIG TIME.
whatthehell man.:/
anyway, going to meet himlater. and buying naresh's present. :D

recess is going to be over and i don't know whatt he shit am i writing anyway.